Archive for September, 2007

I want to feel you from the inside!! (aka I am 10 days behind schedule)

Thursday, September 27th, 2007

And I can’t even blame it on computer games. I have been sick (yes, the dog ate my homework) so I have not been taking calls regularly and of course not been writing regularly (err… at all). Let me say, however, that rum (neat) does wonders for a sore throat and has a very pleasant side effect that regular meds can’t compete with.

On the plus side despite being sick I did drag myself out of the house to hang out with my friend ( 6′ beautiful blond gal: can you say HOT). We hadn’t been able to get together the whole summer so it was pretty awesome despite my constant sniffling. She is also a fellow performance poet and writer and she has said she might want to write some sexy stuff for me… Sooo you might see some of her work on here, maybe.

Anyway, I am pretty much fully recovered now so I will get back into my regular rhythm soon both here and on the phones.

Dropping the ball

Tuesday, September 18th, 2007

I promised myself I would have part 2 of Prof. Munroe’s story up by now but obviously that has not happened. I have been hitting the gym pretty hard these days and I have been needing more sleep that usual. I usually do a lot of cardio work (swimming and biking) but I am trying out a weight lifting routine (trying to get that sexy sculpted look). I am really enjoying it but it seems to drain me in a way that cardio workouts do not. Anyway, all excuses aside I will have the second installment come Monday and from then on I will try and have something up weekly till it’s done. I am not sure how many parts there will be to his story but I think I will have an idea after the second chapter. Well, I am off to take a nap, play some CoV and then log on for some phonesex-ing.

The Conversation Before

Thursday, September 13th, 2007

So you came.
Yeah.
You really want to do this?
I don’t know.
Then why did you come?
Because… you know… I thought maybe…
What? That you could talk me into doing this your way?
No… I just…
I have had this planned for years. If you don’t want to be the one then I’ll just wait till I find someone else.
No! No, I want to. It’s just… a little weird you know.
Yeah, but if I get this, then you will get what you want.
You promise not to tell anyone at school?
You don’t trust me?
No. Yes. I trust you, it’s just…
Then don’t ask me to make any promises. That goes against my plan. I get complete control, right? That was the deal?
Yeah.
Okay, give me your bag.
Here.
Did you bring your cell phone?
Uh huh.
Give it to me, you won’t be needing it this weekend.
What if…
Don’t worry about it. Okay, now strip. No… Slowly… Yeah.
God, this is so weird.
Mmmm… it’s making me wet. You want me wet don’t you?
Oh God yes!
No! Slow down! I said strip slowly.
Sorry.
That’s better.
Now what?
Get down on your hands and knees.
Whoa! What are you doing?
Getting your ass ready for the butt plug.
What?
Look. We already talked about all this. What’s your problem?
I just thought… I thought that maybe some of it you know… you weren’t really serious about.
Everything was serious. I either get everything or you get nothing.
Okay… Okay…
Good.
You better not tell anyone… Ow! What was that for?
I told you already, quit trying to drag promises out of me.
It’s just that… Shit if anyone knew…
Yeah. I know. Delicious isn’t it?
Huh? You’re really digging this aren’t you?
Yup.
Shit. You’re crazy.
What does that make you?
I don’t know.
There, that doesn’t feel too bad does it?
Err… no, I guess.
Your cock seems a little more sure about it than you are.
Yeah, well, I’m just horny it doesn’t count.
Really?
Really.
Okay. Now I am going to put the collar and leash on. You remember the deal from this point on?
Yes.
What is it?
I don’t get to speak until you take it off.
And if you do?
Then you get to… punish me.
Very good.
But… wait.
What?
We get to fuck… I mean have sex after this right?
Right.

no safe word

Wednesday, September 12th, 2007

i can’t see or hear or move. i don’t know how long it has been since She left me here; bound, gagged, blinded. the air is still in the room. i strain to hear something, some hint of movement but all i hear is (thud) the beating of my own heart (thud thud) in my chest; so loud. and my breath (in out) like a hurricane in my head. everything is so loud but i hear nothing. nothing! nothing that could give me a hint as to where She was. what was She going to do next? shit! why didn’t we spend more time discussing this? i tried to move, to struggle, to strain against the bands so tight across my chest, my thighs my ankles, my wrists, my forearms. it felt like they were everywhere; holding me, gripping me. i groaned against the gag. She must hear that. damn it! where is She? oh god. She came highly recommended but this was my first session with her. i took things too fast… maybe… but She didn’t even give me a chance. She just listened and nodded and then told me to strip. and… She was so… so perfect. Perfect. i was mesmerized by Her voice, Her hair, Her eyes, Her perfume, Her… Her Everything. i was hard even before She pulled that first leather strap tight around my wrist. and i was still hard as She pulled the hood over my eyes. fuck… i am still hard now. even if She came back and gave me the choice to leave, i wouldn’t… i couldn’t. and then i feel Her gloved hands on my ass, spreading me, slipping something cool and wet into me. i groan. and then i feel the gentle brush of leather against my thigh. and then… and then… that first strike, that sting, that bite, that divine and vicious kiss of her whip. and i remembered Her last whisper just before She took away my sound: “there will be no safe word.”

Training Professor Munroe (Part 1)

Monday, September 10th, 2007

Professor Munroe was fucked. He just didn’t know it yet. Lucille (that sweet little blond freshman he just couldn’t resist) had decided it was time to make a few changes in their clandestine relationship. Not only that but she had taken some precautions just in case he protested (precautions of the most discriminating kind). Earlier that week Lucille had left him a package in his office. The package contained one of the many (oh so many) recordings she had made over the past few months. She was fairly sure he had time to absorb the contents because he had called her several times each day for the last couple of days. She didn’t answer of course. Professor Munroe thinks his little blond bombshell is looking for money but she wants so much more than that (so much more).

Lucille can’t help but smile as she walks up the hallway to his office, her black knee high leather boots clicking on the linoleum floor. She was wearing all black for today’s little meeting: A snug fitting black knee length skirt that stops just above her boots (you can catch a brief glimpse of her legs clad in black ribbed stockings with every calculated step) and a tight black wool turtle neck clinging to the delicious curve of her breasts. Perfect for New England’s fall weather but oh so sexy at the same time (and not in that sweet sexy kinda way but in that devastating sexy kinda way). She doesn’t even knock when she reaches his door. Professor Munroe looks up and tries to maintain a stern and disapproving gaze while his eyes devour her. Lucille pays him no mind as she wheels in her small black case and turns to close and lock the door behind her. She walks around slowly to his side of the desk and perches herself on the edge, just inches away from him. Her musky perfume envelopes him as she sits there and smiles down at him, thoroughly amused by her own game with desire whatsoever to rush anything. Professor Munroe purses his lips and reaches into his coat pocket. He pulls out an envelope and hands it to Lucille. She takes it, looks inside and fingers through the neat crisp hundred dollar bills.

“Five hundred dollars?” She laughs. “How quaint.” She places it in her small black purse before turning her attention and those startling green eyes back to him. “Now professor lets discuss what you are going to do for me to keep that titillating recording from being seen by the wrong people.” The professor’s eyes widen and he turns red as he starts sputtering his protests.
“But I gave you…” She places a single cool leather gloved finger over his lips.
“Hush now professor, you are in no position to negotiate. What would happen to your perfect little life if, say, the Dean of Arts and Sciences got hold of this or…” She leans in a bit closer, so her warm breath is on his face as she speaks. “Maybe your wife may come across a copy. What do you think she would have to say?” Lucille chuckles as the professor tries to speak through her gloved finger. She presses it more firmly against his lips. “No. Don’t try to answer that. Just listen.” She stops smiling and stares at him long and hard and cold. “From now on when we meet you are going to do exactly as I tell you. Nod if you understand.” He nods. “Perfect. To start with we need to make sure you don’t make too much noise.”

She stood up and walked over to case, which she picked up and placed on the desk. She opened it, pulled out a black ball gag with leather straps and sauntered back over to him. “Open your mouth” She slipped the gag into his mouth and fastened it securely behind his head. “Now I want you to stand up and undress.” The professor’s eyes slid to his office door. “Don’t worry I have locked the door. I have no interest in ruining your life as long as you remain useful to me that is.” She stood and watched him as he undressed. The tension had eased a little from his face and when he got to his boxers she could tell that his enthusiasm for her little game was growing. She laughed as she wrapped a gloved hand around his cock, it pulsed and thickened a little more. “I think you may have the wrong idea of where this is going professor.” Her grip tightened to the point of discomfort. Professor Munroe winced and tried to pull back but only succeeded in crossing the threshold from discomfort to pain. Lucille laughed again and let go of his wilting cock. “Now bend over and put your hands on your desk. Spread your legs. Perfect.” She pulled out a glossy picture from her purse. “I am going to put a picture of us fucking right here so you can see it, right next to this lovely family portrait of yours. Keep your eyes on that and remember how bad things could get if you displease me.”

Lucille turned her attention back to her case. This time she pulled out an intimidating (but oh so pretty) clear plastic cock cage.
“We should get this on before you get too excited again.” With a few delicate movements she had his cock tucked and locked into the chastity device. “And now for the highlight of today’s little games.” With a delighted giggle she pulled out a solid wooden paddle, about four inches wide and twelve inches long with a leather wrapped handle. She caressed his ass cheeks with paddle. “I want you to keep your eyes ahead on those pictures on your desk, okay.” With that she pulled back and applied the first stinging blow.
-smack-
“This is necessary for you to understand that the nature of our relationship has changed.”
-smack-
“That from now on you are not professor to me.”
-smack-
“You are my pet.”
-smack-
“My plaything.”
-smack-
“My fuck toy.”
-smack-
“My little bitch.”
-smack-

Lucille paddled his ass until her body was prickling with perspiration and a few beads of sweat started to run down the side of her beautiful flushed face. For a few minutes there was nothing but the sound of wood smacking flesh, her heavy breathing and the professors muffled cries. Her pulse raced. She lived for moments likes these.
“Mmmm… a good paddling always gets me so wet. Stand up and face me bitch boy.” Professor Munroe stood on shaky legs and turned to face her. “Oh what’s this? Are you crying? Is my little pussy boy crying?” Lucille stepped closer to him, grabbed the back of his head and pulled his face down to hers. She stuck out her tongue and caught the tear on his cheek. She licked all the way up to the corner of his eye. “Mmmm… delicious. I fucking love it. Now you understand what you are, don’t you?” She reached around with her other hand and undid the straps of the ball gag. “Now let’s put your mouth to use.”

She stepped back and started sliding her tight black skirt up, all the way up, over where those ribbed stockings stopped and her creamy thighs began, up till he could see sheer black panties that covered her smooth cunt. “You remember the last time you slid this skirt up my thighs like this?” She teased. “You pulled down my pretty panties… just like this.” Her fingers hooked into the waist band of her panties and pulled them down over her hips, all the way down till she let them drop on the floor and stepped out of them. She slid herself back onto the edge of the table opposite him, spread her legs and slid the fingers of one hand down over her pussy, spreading the pink, wet lips. “You remember how this cunt feels? Smooth and wet and hot, sliding over your cock.”

“Oh are you straining to get hard in that cock cage? You won’t have much luck, frustrating isn’t it? But it’s for the best wouldn’t you say? Considering how much trouble it gets you into. But there is one thing you can still enjoy. You can enjoy the taste of my sweet wet cunt. Get down on your knees and worship that pussy.” He hesitated a moment, transfixed by arousal and horror. “Now! Bitch boy!” He snapped to action, falling into his role seamlessly. “Yes. That’s right. Uhhh… Lick that pussy. Fuck me with your tongue.” She grabbed the back of his head and pressed his face into her dripping cunt. Her boots wrapped around him and dug into his back as she rode his mouth. “Mmmm yes, that’s right. Slurp it up you cunt whore… oh yes… my little bitch boy… I’m gonna cum all over your face and I want you to lick up every last drop… oh yes…” Her body shook as she let out a feral growl. “Mmmm… delicious. I think you will train well my pet. Very well indeed.”

She pushed him away and stood up. She fixed her stockings and smoothed her skirt back down, picked up her panties, the ball gag and the paddle and dropped them back in her case. “Now I better get going before I am late for my next class. Oh… and stop by my apartment after you leave the office this afternoon so I can remove your little cock cage before you go home to wifey. I will be by first thing tomorrow morning to put it back on.” She couldn’t help laughing at his expression. “Don’t look so distraught, the restraint will do you good and anyway you can get a quick furtive little wank in before you get home, if you really have to give that pathetic little pecker some relief, just be careful not to mess up your dress pants.”

Obsession

Sunday, September 9th, 2007

I have been laying in bed for an hour now
Thinking of you,
My lips moist with the thought of you,
Salty sweet memories linger on my tongue,
Reminiscing about where I’ve been
And what I’ve done
The curves and corners I meditated over.
I could turn sex with you
Into a private religion
And I would be your most devout practitioner,
Constructing orgasmic temples
On all your holy parts.

Bad Bad Isabel

Sunday, September 9th, 2007

I haven’t been working on my sexy stories because I got side tracked by this stupid marketing thing. Yes, yes, yes, PSO’s have to market themselves, what kind of world is this? Anyway, I am back to my stories now and I will have a new one up here by tomorrow evening (that’s EST by the way).

calculus sex

Thursday, September 6th, 2007

this is the kind of sex
that makes calculus
____make sense
because you can find the derivative
____________________of desire
plotted in the fractions
__________of flesh curves
as you study the tangents
___________your tongue didn’t have time to take
save the details for later
because
this is the kind of sex
that won’t be done in one session

All I want for Xmas

Sunday, September 2nd, 2007

Is the X-Box 360 and Mass Effect. I know… I know… I should be working on my erotic stories (I have three in process but no where near done) but I am in geek-lust-mode. That means I am hungering for a good RPG and they are far and few between, let me tell ya. The last one I enjoyed was Jade Empire and it has been a long, loooong wait for Mass Effect (and still waiting!!). Maybe some free pussy all round will get those buggers at BioWare cranking out the RPGs a little faster, eh but then again that could a bad thing for the likes of me and all my poor phone pets who would never hear from me again as I waste away in game heaven. But I got goals and rules that go with those goals so no Mass Effect for me just yet. But what I can and will indulge in tonight for the first time in, oh, months is some good ol’ villainy on CoV. Hey, I just had a thought, are there any callers out there willing to pay me to be on the phone with them while we play CoV??? Huh? C’mon guys. I would design a character special just to play with you. How about a moody dark corrupter dominatrix, or maybe a fiery brute mistress… Mmmm I can see it all now. Oh the possibilities… But I’ll settle for a little regular phone fuckery in the meantime.

Venus in Furs… Again

Saturday, September 1st, 2007

So I just finished reading Venus in Furs (which I was compelled to quote even before I finished reading it). It goes without saying that this book does a beautiful job of exploring the desire of a man to subjugate himself to a cruel and dominant female. However, being the wierdo that I am I also found some interesting quotes that resonated with me as a practitioner of the alternative relationship lifestyle (doesn’t that sound fancy, basically my partner and I are polyamorous). A puritanical society always seems to vilify a sexually voracious woman, we are witches, succubi, heartbreakers. I have always felt that a relationship is an opportunity for growth and enjoyment and yet we want to possess our partners and lovers. As Severin says in Venus in Furs:

We would rather have a pale, sorry Holbein Virgin who belongs entirely to us than a classical Venus, no matter how divinely beautiful, if she loves Anchises today, Paris tomorrow, and Adonis the day after. And when Nature does triumph in us, when we abandon ourselves in burning passion to such a woman, her cheerful joie de vivre strikes us as demonic, as cruel, and we see our bliss as a sin that we must atone for.

I have always rebelled against conventional relationships and the idealization of female virginity (unless of course we are talking about some good cherry popping erotica). And Wanda’s response to her society’s restraints:

But you mean to say that the individual who rebels against the institutions of society is ostracized, stigmatized, stoned. Fine, I dare to try. My principles are quite pagan, I want to make the most of my existence. I can do without your hypocritical respect, I prefer happiness.

Yes! Yes! Yes! And what sane passionate woman wouldn’t? Now the story takes a few interesting turns (some that I did not expect from what I heard about it) and you will have to read it yourself to really get to know these two characters. However, the last titbit I want to share with you is from the last page when the protagonist is trying to explain to his friend the moral of his story (remember this was written in the 1800s). He says that in their current society a woman can never be man’s companion, she is his “enemy” and can only be either his “slave or his despot”:

She will be able to become his companion only when she has the same rights as he, when she is his equal in education and work.”

Now maybe I am a complete nerd but I find that thought fascinating. That a cruelly dominant woman is a product of the patriarchal society. So in fact the very society that denies women equal rights is a breeding ground for the perfectly sadistic fem domme. Hmmm…

"Things need not have happened to be true. Tales and dreams are the shadow truths that will endure when mere facts are dust and ashes, and forgot." ~Dream (The Sandman by Neil Gaiman)
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